8 hrs more

lol... wtf sia. so late and i am still online.. bloody hell 8 hrs more to tekong le..

so i tot i make 1 last post be4 goin into tekong.
had supper jus nw with gab n yh @ pasir panjang where we had roti prata.. our so-called last chilling session be4 i head into tekong tmr..

this final week be4 goin into tekong, i had enjoyed myself to the fullest thx to all my frens =D u guys really made my day. angeline, layting, shawn thx for kboxing with me on 9/1. yiming, gab, yh, rs, jiayang, xiaoxiang, sharon, huizhu, CK, tommy, for celebratin @ our usual dimsum buffet place with me on 9/2. my parents, aunt, n bro. lol.. preparing n treatin me out for dinner during 9/3 o.0 last but nt least my maple buddies Feng, Xue =D makan tgt @ suki..

and most importantly, the rest of you who wished me happy b'day as well~~ haha tis time really enjoyed it to the maximum..

i guess i will be missin every single one of u out there... NP buddies, my ahbang ah leks, maple frens, so on n so forth.. ok so i guess i wun whine anymore arbo tmr cfm slp in lecture hall de... TK CARE N CYA GUYS IN 2 weeks time~

black n burnt.

haha.. for the past 2 days i had been swimming.. nw super black sia.. yest was best.. bball in the morn with jy, gab, yh, n rs.. aha super shag sia. cos so long nv play le. den nt only lost touch with the game, as well as my fitness... we met in the mornin be4 headin to normantom park condo where we played with jy's frens.
den i started to get muscle cramps when playin.. i guess cos my fitness really dropped ba.. so we left arnd afternoon and went to get lunch be4 goin to yh's house to swim n tan.. as rs and jy nided to leave, it ended only me, yh and gab swimming there.. haha but it was quite ncie oso.. jus the 3 of us. we swim le chit chat, den we super bo liao and started to play with 1 lime which i duno y it got into the pool. o.0

after tt me and gab went to tan ourselves and nw i am so black. ^^ its time to get back my fitness.. actually wanted to go jog this morn but my left leg had nt healed frm its cramp yest. nw still feelin the stretch...

24 days more...

haiz

haa.. here i am to update bout yest.. enjoyable yet sad day for me. yest went to meet our mr botak head - Rs, den went to town cos he said he wanted to get some books to read in camp.

so there we are @ kino .. hah.. shopped there for arnd 1/2 hr den he got like 3 books and 2 comics. a sudoku puzzle book, a cookbook regarding hw to bake cakes i think, and 1 more tt i recommend he shd buy, 90+ ways to learn hw to speak to ppl.. i tink is smth lidat ba.. tt book teaches you how one can use body language, as well as the way you talk to show that u are more confident, and so on ba.. shd be smth to do with communication skills de.. lol.. so he decided to get tt book lo..

den we met up with wy, and headed towards yihang's condo for a swim haha... for me its a slight improvement in my swimming ba.. nw i nid to learn hw to cope without goggles... rs parted with us @ 5pm cos he nided to prepare for bookin in later tt day..

so we packed up and wanted to go bathe.. den i saw my hp got spammed by alot of frens.. bad news. my game's acct got hacked.. most of u guys shd think. wth its only a game ba... so wad tio hack.. lol.. but bo pian ba. cos i put in quite alot of effort and its nt about the money. cos the person who betrayed my trust is a fren of mine.. so i was utterly dissapointed yest.. but narh. shan't say so much bout it cos i tink there's nt much point..

@ nite, we met up with our ms paika - Yiming, and sharon. we had chicken chop @ grillers. quite ex.. but nvm ba hah. since it is like once-in-a while meeting with my ahbang and ah leks. glad to see ym again.. at least nw she can walk abit ba.. all of us will soon be separated... so i wonder when will be the next outing to come or stuff liddat... me enlisting 7th sept... tommy 9sept, yh 7oct... den rs will cont with his ns, jy with his uni along with sharon and huizhu... all the best to you guys...

P.S. Next outing to organize: JenBeeBel~~ u guys next... rs me n ahboy waiting to go out tgt le~~ haha... hopefully after ur exams ba.. and jiayou~

long long ago

hi again~ haha.. 3 mths nv post le sia.. i tink i kinda lose touch with bloggin le.
anyways, jus a minor update about myself nw. 30 MORE DAYS!!! omg... it seems like time had passed so fast.. rs went into the little island for 1mth le.. and it is soon my turn.

as usual, i am missing all of ya guys... my ahbang ah lek gang, ngee ann pals, esp tt03 n tt04 ppl, jenbeebel, ahboy... hope ya guys are doin well be it in tekong, uni or poly~

this past month had been helping out @ my dad's shop.. cos of the 7th month.. super buzy sia. and its been kinda no life for me since i am stuck to Ms quite abit previously.. so its like when i am online, i will be in game...

anyways, tmr will be our 'gang' outing~~ wahaha.. its like duno hw many months we dint meet up le.. due to each of us having personal commitments, rs *tekong*, me *working in dad's shop*, gab *studying*, ym *ligament operation* and so on, we dun really have a chance to meet up.. so i'm quite happy to have a long awaited gang outing =D hope more to come.. cos nw i am nt so chionging MS le... so hopefully i will be back to organize more outings ba..

P.S. to gang:
although sometimes i neglected u guys, as well as being late for appointments, u guys will oways be my AH BANG AH LEKS~ hehe =D

1st update in 3 mths~

jm the telemarketer?!~?

haha.. recently got a job as a telemarketer @ science park.. lol. my 1st ever job sia. omg. startin it seems quite interesting to be a telemarketer la... but as u call and call, and keep gettin negative replies, it tend to become very boring sia..

btw i got my army enlistment letter mid of last month ba.. 7th sept, sch 2, tekong.
sian its still so far away -.= its been so long long long ago since i last blogged man. i wonder if there are still ppl who read my blog. haix. cos ever since graduatin frm ngee ann nthing much seems to be happenin lei.. sian moreover i failed my dammn basic theory sia omg ashamed to say that.. basket so long le still haven pass. *NEXT TEST DATE @ JUNE LOR!!! o.O*

as i was workin, i really start to wonder wad kinda job suit me the most sia. really duno wad kinda things i am lookin for in a job. i hate routine jobs thats the only thing i can say..

sianz wonder tmr wad will happen @ work. need to call to china, taiwan, and hong kong to ask ppl to attend seminar. been calling to singapore airlines, malaysia, vietnam, thai, bangladesh this past week.. quite fun yet boring @ the same time.. but becos pay quite well.. so hope i can jiayou and push for 1 more week be4 finishing this project ba =D

quarantined....

haha.. omg.. its been sometime since i blogged sia.. hha... blog already rotting as much as its owner ba...

sian ah!!! i have been quarantined lar... for 11 days and 18 hrs le.. nt including 2 days of high fever. omg. chicky pox sux!!!! argh wad a time to get chicken pox lor. haix. missed out on so many things. and since i got into poly, this is the 1st time i had stayed @ home for like more den 1 week without going out. i really cant take it sia everyday sit @ home no one, only myself and 4 walls if my room and my pc. sick of this liao. i miss so many ppl.. argh.. my niece, nephew, aunt. omg i think i gt 1 mth+ nver see them le..

recently everynite jus pia game only like some mad ass... nw resting liao haha. i feel tat i had neglected many tings. family, frens and so on. its been some time since i seen the gang - rs, ym, ahboy, gab, tommy, yh, zhu, sharon, jy and so on.. haha.. also to justina =D thx guys for tokin to me during my quarantine.

such a pity tat i missed tommy's b'day celebration. but nvm when i recover, i shall havoc and see ya guys again! ahah...

really feelin kinda sian lor... everyday like no life, house oso no one... F*** it. i really suddenly feel like goin down to my aunt house but i scared later pass virus to my bro, and my little niece and nephew. *feelin pathetic nw*

anyway, i'm still lookin on the bright side. 2 more days to my end of quarantine!!! hhaa.. celebration time.

lastly, i wanna thank my aunt(for preparing my meals), and my 2 cousin sisters.. haha everyday delivering food over to me and caring for me during my quarantine.. omg i really feel very touched. otherwise i think i will really die n rot @ home and no one noe about it. haha i think i will thank them personally again when i am totally recovered.

graduated...

haix... finish exams like last week? and now i feel as if i am rotting le... wanna find a job but feel abit lazy sia.. haix...

recently felt abit down lar.. but thx ym and sharon lar.. tok to me abit at least felt abit betta... most probably is due to stress ba.. stress tat i will nt do well this semester. although i have abit of confidence tat i might get betta results tis sem, i still have that feelin that wad if i screw up something or wadever.
hate the feelin of failing exams.

anyways, maybe feelin bored ba. so thot of many things recently, my aim in life, what will happen to me after ns, when will i get my gf etc. i feel so useless while thinkin bout these matters. made me feel that. compared to others, i am like a useless bum, other den knowing hw to play games, slack, what else do i noe?! i am bad in my studies, do not noe how to please people, childish, noisy... seriously cant find the good pts in me..

there are too many things in my brain that i want to say here, but i cant and i do not wanna write here... too many things... but no one to tell to. cos its difficult to find a person who can understand me, yet listen to me whine. but i blame no one either.. because i seldom show my feelin that i am sad, angry etc.. i'm sick of tryin so hard to stay happy and keep all those greivances inside me... nonetheless, most of the unhappy stuff are over le ba... lol... actually i oso dun understand wad this post is for ba... its like crap tat i dun understand either

*btw recently i feel that i am getting from bad to worse in expressing myself*
=(

happy bday~ zhu

yo huizhu~ happy b'day... lol... 1 by 1 u all hit 20 le sia.. in another few months it will be my turn le.. sad.. sayin goodbye to our teenage years. haha.. anyway, today met up with rs and yh.. and was stunned by what i saw when i got up the 124 they were on.

cos all of us wearin white. den i was like woah white + jeans. lol.. den we were predicting who will be the other person wearin white.. lol n i guessed rite. it was gab LOL...

today saw a few wierdos... two only la actually.. lol 1stly was the ah pek we saw @ the underpass outside PS, lame sia.. keep saying HELLO! ALRIGHT! BYE! SORRY.. lol.. some drunk F***er... hahha... stupid den keep followin us arnd like some idiot den keep sayin HELLO! kaox den i say YO! at least tat kept us entertained for a moment.. den we took many pics.. haha.. took all the way from PS to the Fish & co glass house.. pics will be posted in friendster soon so look for updates!

the next wierdo was when i was walkin home den @ my house the junction gt 1 stupid small and car drove past me. i think its the oldest car i seen. RARER den nokia 3210.. and its not antique those kind (at least those kind gt value). i think tat 1 scrap oso no money taken back sia... kaox... den tat wierdo @ the back seat point middle finger @ me knn i should have pointed back.. or chase the car(which i probably could cos its so damn slow) and break his finger. hope his d*** rots man.. lol anyhow pt.. but nvm la today i am in a pretty good mood so dun gey gao so much =D

cherish one another.

jus finished a game of dota with tommy and co. den decided to come read some blogs.. haix.. jus feel tat sometimes people really dunno how to cherish their loved ones till they lose them someday. cmon its v'day. couples that are together, aren't they supposed to be enjoying each other's company, no matter where they have their 'candle-light' dinner, and so on...

yes. this post is for u if u are readin it.. u noe who u are. and seriously this blog post is not meant to offend u.. so jus read and hope u understand. cos this is wad i feel from a 3rd party point of view.

when 2 parties are in a relationship, isn't it about giving and taking?? i noe i havent been in a relationship and i know i might nt have the 'zhi ge' to comment about wad u are feeling now. nonetheless, he still asked u out, despite ur relationship being on rocky waters recently, brought u out for dinner. the best part was that cos last nite i knew u were kinda unhappy that there were no plans for today. so i thot u shd feel happy tat v'day today was not what u thot it would be. (at least betta den me) ur post was pretty confusing when i was reading it. and it's becos i feel tat it was kinda harsh on ur thinkin to feel this way. was it supposed to be fun? when he gave u the present, it was his way of giving u a surprise. yet it was misunderstood.

cmon. put urself in his shoes. what would u have replied when u were faced with such a qn. he's jus replyin with his usualkindareplyuwouldexpectfromhim kinda reply. so wad's there to be dissapointed or turned off. as for closing statement i really dun understand wad is "TA MEN". was quite dissapointed with that 2 words. i hope u get the msg.

this is the 1st time i am blogging like that. u might feel that wad i typed was crap. u might hate me for life. u might no longer wanna chat with me nor treat me as ur fren anymore. but i am typng all this shiet for the past 1 hour cos i really feel something not right and wanna let you noe.

lonely valentine =D

another year by myself.. haiz. end of semester soon. so fast sia. the end of poly life will mean a start of another era. BOTAK head liao..

haiz... cmon. who's gonna be my valentine.. =X

*anyway, wish every1 enjoy this day with ur loved ones! ^^

ghostly encounters...

haha... 1stly, happy b'day to yh~ lol... haha 1st to hit 20 in our grp sia... lol... hope u enjoyed tat day's celebration. after encountering the frustrations of organizing the day be4...

practically slept the whole day on 20th.. from 7am(when i reach my aunt's home) to 4pm sia. den went to meet gab to get the seats @ pasta cafe together with ruisong, sharon and huizhu.. slowly, peiwen and yihang came, den followed by jiayang, yiming and ah boy. headed down to coffee club and chilled for quite sometime, chit chatted till past midnite.. ahboy cabbed home while the rest of us, me yh and jy bought beer and we drank while walking home.. FROM ORCHARD. =.= couldnt believe it lar..

haha. den here comes the wierd part. we walked all the way, from orchard, to greatworld, den tiong area when i parted off, separate ways from the rest of our gang.. (all stay telok blangah) *sobs* den i 1 person walk lo.. from tiong to bukit purmei.. and when i was crossin 1 of the traffic lights @ the junction, i saw 1 small little malay gal la.. basket. cycling towards me sia.. den she look sad like crying liddat. WTF.

i see le my eyes went O.O cos she @ most arnd 3-5 years old?? and cycling by herself lei. at the middle of the night. 1st thing in my mind. where are her parents. but i was too stunned and so dint really go forward to ask or anything. the best part was i check my hp for time, it was 220am den i keep thinkin sia.

den next day nite i told my parents they dun believe me.. -.= i mean nt dun believe la. but they keep askin me where. did i see wrongly or wad. in a tone like i 'zhuang gui' liddat. cos i find it abit unbelievable oso la.. a small kid cycling a 2 wheel bicycle 2am? and crying.. think le oso abit spooky..

2nd ghostly encounter *TODAY*
LOL nw jus finish watching man u winning liverpool den was goin back to my computer room, to do some stuff for hrm proj den duno which idiot press my house doorbell.. i check the hole den see no one there. basket. scare the hell out of me cos i was engrossed in my work den suddenly *DING DONG* kaoz. later gonna check it out sia. *scared* nvm on light can le at most scream nia.

Lastly, today went to get some new year clothes with ah boy. haha. some simple simple tees frm giodarno and a pair of bums only. cos bo pian saving up for something more impt see my wishlist ba ^^